archival : fake it til you become it :
I'm working my literal ass off to fit in with this world. Dancing it off. Sprinting it off. Socializing it off. And it's all fake. I want none of it. All I wanted was safety, was comfort. All I wanted was what I thought I could have with everyone I have ever loved. Instead I'm shying and shrinking away from all touch, wishing it were someone I knew.