A COMMUNAL EXPERIMENT IN SELF CURATION

a Soul Project

archival : what old songs do to you :

Nothing feels right anymore but this.
This is freedom.
This is old wounds.
This is shame.
This is fraying my nerves again.
This is being swept away.
This is not what I signed up for.
This is unavoidable.
This is loneliness.
This is.
This is so embarrassing.
This is frustration incarnate. 
This is a waiting game.
This is futile.
This is not going to work out.
This is a bad idea.
This is emptiness.
This is so bittersweet it hurts.
This is wanting to die.

He cheated on me. So our relationship is open.