a Soul Project

archival : prolonged recognition :

Sure, the rain came today and washed away our match,
but as soon we're re-scheduled the worry will return.
After about fifteen rounds of Armor For Sleep,
I found my music juices were greately depleted and shut it off.
Since when does that happen?
Since when do I shut down iTunes halfway through a song?
I need to get out of here.
My grades this quarter were crap
and I felt no last-ditch motivation to do anything about it.
I wonder how his grades are faring.
My presence always did seem to keep him on track.
He always got better grades when I was around,
and come to think of it,
so did I.
I hope to god he's alright,
yet I realize even thinking so is selfish towards myself.
I deserve so much better.